Met Melissa at around 2ish, boarded the bus to Tiong Bahru Plaza. Settled down at Kopitiam for Lunch, our all time favorite black pepper chicken pan, extreme love ♥  After which, we took the train to Tampines. Walked around the two shopping malls and fell in loved with the makeup sold at one of the shop. We will be heading there next week or so to get it, cant wait ^^

Met Eugene and Kian How at around 5ish @ Orchard (: Awwww, my awesome country pumpkin brought me a baby pooh ^^ Love it ttm (:

Went seperated way as them. Eugene and I walked around town, from far east to lido. Waited for Angeline to reach Lido and we walked back to Far East after fagging. Thanks BitchyA for the doraemon (:

After BitchyA brought her stuff, we walked to Heeren bus stop. Waited for the prolonged journey bus 124): Melissa and Kian How came, boarded the bus and head back to crescent. All the drama happened and home sweet home at around 11ish ^^

You will always be the sunshine of my life. My phone number will always be both your hot line and helpline. Even Eugene dont get this priority, only you. Be proud of it =p Dont ponder over the matter anymore, its already the past. Precious, like what I have always said, is not the past that matter is the future. Dont spent 60 seconds of your time getting emo instead spent that 1 minute in happiness. Is alright, is okaye, anything doreen oh jia qi will be there for you. 爱你哦^^

I have never been so scared of someone before.Perhaps a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scare me): With your warm hugs, your teasing smile, your eyes that speaks a thousand words, the tousle of your hair and the ring of your voice. I am scared that I will want to stick with you forever and you will only want me for a few moments in your life. You fill this world of mine with pastel colours and now that I am use to it, I am afraid for it to become black and white. Stay with me, cause I love you more than just anything ^^

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

STC, a place filled with misery, happiness and sadness. It accompanied me through a good/bad 5 years. Despite the fact that I can't wait to leave the school part of me still misses it. The one and only reason to why I will miss STC will be.....

Those memories shared with my girlies):

They are what make STC a better place to study in ^^ I will never forget the moments whereby we get together and critisize teachers especially Mrs C and Mrs H (: Giving each other words of encouragement and even a warm hug to make the day a better one for all of us. I had to admit we do quarreled, we do bitch about one another however towards the end we still come together as one and solved our problems together. Prom night, supposingly to be the last gathering for all of us someone choose not to attend it. It was indeed disappointing when we learnt the fact that she choose to skip it. None of us were informed except Gayathree, that simply shows how much she treasured this friendship. How surface our friendship were? Its alright, its okaye, I still enjoyed the night with the rest of my girlies, I love them just as much. Friendship still flows between us, just not her, I think?

Set aside the tension, Prom Night still flowed through pretty smoothly and awesome yesterday night ^^ It will be captions below each photos to keep this post a short and sweet one(:

Andreanna(: I know you love me for being able to persuade your Mrs Yak to attend prom. Hahahs. Do remember our dates together to Jurong Swimming Complex !!! And the BBQ yeahh, better attend ^^ Sounds demanding but whatever. Love You my one and only pea size brain Andreanna ^^

Lu Yi; there might be a chance for us to be collegue in the future ^^ Waiting for your lovely good news after you are back from Korea yeah. Remember to buy makeup for me *winks* hahahs kidding. Thanks for always being there childish mother like lu yi ^^

Venessa; do you still love to lick cheese all over?! hahahs. i am waiting for your good news to invite me to your wedding yeah, I WANT TO BE THE BRIDEMAID. awww, you look pretty gorgeous yesterday night. loveyou always my restaurant dinner mate venven^^

Jag; you love to say I love my dodo. and now I want to tell you i love my jagjag till eternity ): i miss you so so so much jagbaby): you are one of my precious love in STC despite the fact that I love critisizing you yknow I love you just as much yeah): hate it so much to leave STC because of you. see you soon babylove.

Karen; I guess you have already reach Indonesia. I miss you so much Karen. Having absolutely no idea when you will be coming back but I hope to see you soon): Sigh. I miss those times whereby we stay over at your house to mug for N level together): Loveyou my forever and ever Geography partner ^^

Kit Mun; Lets go club again soon... Please dont tell me you anti club already since you already went for Zirca. Ahem, for someone right ? Hahahs. Dont kill me for saying these babe. Do you remember how we go insane purely just taking ID photos together at Central? I miss those times babe. Lets hang out soon my gorgeous babe(:

Deborah; Remember our plans ahead. Same Poly, Same Course, Same Work? We shall look forward to O's together and hopefully the results can let the both of us be together again!!(:

Crystal; you always love to walk pass my class and shout OHOH, and i love to walk pass ur class and shout CRYSTALLLLLLL.

Christina; great job for singing Reflection (:

Priscilla; I love to go WONGWONG. and you love to go OHOH. Wtf-.- Sound stupid but thats how we communicate. Your 三八 behaviour will always be remember by me... Everyone around me comment that you look like androooooo yesterday night. Seeee Andro Priscilla !!!

Cherie & WaiCheng; Look at how short I must bent to accomodate to you both !!! Shortie!!! Okaye, lets exclude Cherie... WaiCheng, ALL YOUR FAULT!

Mr Wanggggggg(: My ever lasting loveeee Chemistry teacher. I love to disturb you when you are halfway teaching and you will say ' doreen ahhhh'.

Mrs Gan; I still owe you my study plan=p

Mr Ng; I miss you saying ' YOU CAN DO IT' ): I really hope my O level Mathematics can make you proud...

Miss Goh; you love to ask how are you doing with your NAFA boy? hahahs. Thats the past though=p

Miss Koh; During secondary 2, I remember you calling my mom almost every week and ask 为什么doreen没有来学校 hahahs

Mrs Kong; I miss you being my STC Principal):

I love my ash grey extension

my precious lovely doggy ^^

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

scroll down for graduation photos please ^^

Hypocrite. Two Facer. Stingy. The list can go on and on.... Yet I am reserving words from getting nastier, I will not pull your name down, neither would I disclose your identity. Go on and call me a bitch/coward, I wouldn't care. This is my blog, I reserve the right to write things of my own will. If you hate it, than jolly well stop reading it. It annoys me to the max when you try to take advantage of people good, treating it as though the whole world owe you a living. Stop picking out other people bad points when you yourself aren't any good either. Nobody is perfect, mind you. You are just drifting yourself away from friends with that marvellous attitude of yours. You indeed have split personality. I think you need the psychologist to cure your problems. Sigh): Sad for you.

Wednesday, 18 November 2009,

Met Eugene @ about 4 outside wheelock place borders. Marvellous mishap happened to Eugene, my dearest LITTER BUG!! Hahahhs. Walked around while waiting for Angeline and Attlee to reach. Met them back at Lido after walking from one shopping mall to another-.- Mcdonale for lunch. Fagged afterwhich than back to Far East. Did my pinky extensiom(: Awesomeeee. Took the bus to Plaza Singapura, brought the tickets for 2012. 3 hours to our movie therefore we walked to parklane for lan gaming(: Left4Dead freaking awesome to the max, I shall ask Mommy to get me the CD so that I can download it. Hahahs. Walked back to Plaza Singapura for our movie afterwhich ^^ 2hours30minutes show indeed kills. Not that bad actually. Kind of in love with the storyline but Eugene say its boring. Like always-.- Home sweet home at about 12ish(:

Thursday, 19 November 2009,

Graduation Ceremony turned out to be pretty awesome. Set aside the fact that maggie mee and I quarrelled-.- Wtf, she just had something against me. Exact same dress worn on two different girl, yet I am the only one getting scolded. Wtf please. I forgot that girl from express !! Thats explained. Shall not held it against her, since it already the last year in the oh so awesome school (: Prom later, need to get back to Far East for extension later. I pulled my pinky extension out): ALL THANKS TO HER.

Jagbabyyyyyyyy(:

always as one ^^

andreannnnnnaaaaaa^^

always my precious love, mommy and grandmommy^^

My camera spoil ): Sigh. Shall psycho mommy to get me the lunix camera ^^ Hopefully she will...

Sincerely yours,

doreen ^^

There are 6,211, 200, 912 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day while the others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good while the others are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes all I need is one. That one person whom I can exchange my feelings with, that one person who share my happiness and sorrows, that one person who turns my black and white potrait to something incredibly colourful. Father Lord brings him to my life. Father Lord brings awesome people to my life. Father Lord enable life for me to be a better one, a complete one. I love him for showering his love for me. And for him to bring another him into my life.

Darkness to Brightness. Sadness to Happiness. Tears to Joy.  Everything is make possible due to all these incredibly awesome people around me. Not just him, but also my family and friends around me. Especially Angeline, Winnie, Jagdish, Lu Yi, Andreanna, Wei Quan, Yi Wen and Aaron(: They are indeed my happy pills. The bunch of people I turn to whenever I am at my downright moment (: I love them ^^

I will blog about what happen yesterday when I transfer the picture from my camera to the laptop. It is stuck with Eugene now): Sighhhh.

篮球火， Eugeneeee fasterrrrrrr

2012 tomorrow(:

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

14 November 2009

Parklane @ about 5ish to meet Eugene and co. He's doing his oh so marvellous tattoo and the aircon @ the mall seems to be at its optimum temperature. Freezing cold): Toilet became Angeline and I next best friend=p

We ended up spamming my phone with pictures. It had been so long since we last camwhored like nuts, hahahs. Eugene tattoo ended at about 7 ish 8, we met them up at some random coffee shop inside the mall.

Toilet again after a can of cold drink): Met the rest outside the mall after which (: Walked to cathay, stayed there till about 11ish and home sweet home (: Thanks ♥

15 November 2009

Suntec City with Mommy and Grandmommy @ around 3ish. Crystal Jade for lunch (: Awesomeeee. After which, we walked around the mall. Brought my prom dress and stage makeup(: Walked over to city hall, dinner @ some bak kut teh place(: Great.

You have always been there through my downright moments. For that, I truely appreciate it. I wouldn't want our friendship to get back like how it just to be in the past, doubting each other and end up not trusting. We have a hard time maintaining this friendship so please dont let it fall so easily yeahh. Dont let yourself be compare to him in my heart, cause is different. Sigh): I am sorry for not being able to accompany you tomorrow, I will make it up to you. Sorry.

I Miss E):

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

Like what mommy always said, appreciation will only be extended when help was being offered. I used to doubt her words for that, now that it happened to me I had no choice but to believe in it. People will only remember all the bad things you commited in the past BUT not the help you offered along the way. A lesson to be learnt each and every time that I tripped and fell. In the past, I used to believe in the saying ' forgive and forget'. As I believed everyone deserved a second chance as long as they are willing to change. For having to believe in these, I am ALWAYS being taken advantage of. History often repeats itself and towards the end I will be the only one getting hurt. Screwed these people for taking advantage of my good. Sigh.

Thursday,

KTV singing with Lu Yi @ around 1ish(: Dinner at the udon place afterwhich. My cough worsened. Sigh): Managed to get the meiji apple gummy from the supermarket ^^ Central for milk tea than home sweet home (: Stayed home till about 10 ish and met Melissa, Kian How and ZhenHao for early supper. Left the plate of noodle almost untouched): Sigh, no appetite. Stayed around till about 1 and home sweet home. Eugene sent me a msg that sound pretty ridiculous, don't know what had got into his mind-.- Dumb !

Friday,

It was again friday the 13th): To prevent mishaps from happening, I choose to stay home. Marvellous choice ever, as up till now I am still in one piece. Nothing happened to me(: Awesome. Yi Wen just left my place to meet her friend, might be playing pool with Melissa and co later. Still deciding... I shall get back to my drama, momo love, awesome show^^

篮球火, eugene, faster watch finish and lent me !!!(:

Eugene, time to change phone, your phone camera lousy quality bodoh!! 3.2 Megapixels yet quality bad ahhh! Fancy being Nokia E71, hahahs=p

Not going Malaysia anymore): Grandmommy quarrel with my relatives. Wtf-.- Adults... BUT I am going Zirca on Monday(: Awesomeeee..

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

AWESOME!(: 5 years in STC had officially came to an end. A place filled with misery and happiness. I am now back to the point whereby I will be stepping into a brand new environment and adapting to it once again. Hopefully the results that I received next January will be an awesome one(: The moment when the invigilator said ' girls, please stop writing !', the thrill that I felt was something that I never encountered before. FREEDOM. HAPPINESS. AWESOME(:

Headed back home to change before heading to ALFA salon for hair cut(: Initially decided to do highlight but Mommy said no time therefore changed it to next week instead): I am having short fringe once again. Not bangs, but slanted fringe(: Met Eugene @ Vivo City afterwhich. Our plan was to catch a movie BUT no movie of our liking therefore we toured around the mall instead. I am his tour guide, as this was like the 3-4 times that the country pumpkin visited Vivo. LOSER =p Hahahs. Pasta Mania for dinner, as usual turkey bacon aglio♥  Sky Garden afterwhich. Eugene accompanied me to the money changer, than to the bank before sending him to the MRT station in case he got lost !!! Hahahs. COUNTRY PUMPKIN EUGENE LIM! Met Melissa @ Crescent afterwhich, accompanied her for her dinner than to Safra, played pool till about 11ish and home sweet home ^^

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

One more paper to go, O level will officially come to an end. I remember struggling over it for months and fearing before stepping into the exam hall. Holding on to the paper till the very last minute and reassuring that I attempt each and every single questions. Now that it is left with one paper, the only word that describe my feeling now is relieve(: FREEDOM coming my way, awesome or what ^^

All along I have been waiting for the person who pursues me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seems magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person. Months of searching, I meet a guy, an ordinary guy. He show me the positive side of everything. Despite the fact that he fail at completing a chinese sentence with the right word, he still tries his best each and every time to make everything sound believable. He touch my heart with every words that he said, every actions he show and now it make me feel like I am the world most fortunate girl ever. I want this moment to stay with us, never will I ever let his hand go till the day he let go of me (:

Never will I expect myself to land up in a situation whereby everything is close to perfection. I have a bunch of awesome friends, a supportive family and lastly a oh-so-loving boyfriend. What more to be ask for?! I am feeling lethargic right now, I need to find the thermometer and take my temperature): Sigh. Hopefully I am not sick. Hate it to the maxxxx..

♥ E

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

Once in a lifetime, right in the middle of an 17 year old teenager ordinary life, life give her a fairytale. It is so much of a perfection that she is afraid that one day things will change. GOD bring awesome people into her life and now her life is complete. She love how things are now and she wish to shout to the whole world she is a happy and fortunate girl. And this girl is no other than your truly me (:

It had officially came to an end. Not O's but the cold war between the dowager and I. She sat down and discussed issues with me(: Awesome! Now Mommy in touched with my personal life, and she claimed that she will try her best to compromise with my needs. Hopefully things will stay the way it is now...

Cab down to Eugene crib @ around 12ish to meet them. They were all sound asleep thus I joined in =p Slept till about 4ish and took the cab to Angeline crib. Started preparing and we took the MRT to serangoon for the chewy bubblegum taste like sweet. Yet the shop not open): Sigh. Therefore, we took the MRT to Douby Gaut. Cathay to meet Eugene and Attlee ^^ Met Andreanna and Sally for awhile. Helped Sally to get the NC16 movie while we brought the ticket for the blue mansion which was apparently @ 9pm. As compared to the 2 movies that I watched previously, blue mansion was definitely the most awesome one(: But Eugene claimed that Halloween 2 was better, liar !!! Perhaps he enjoyed the moments of jumping up the seat =p Hahahs. Home @ about 11ish ^^

If you're feeling frightened about what comes next, don't be. Embrace the uncertainity and allow it to lead you to places that you would want it to be. Instead of getting into a scenario whereby you keep complaining that life sucks let's be brave and challenge it. No use hiding at a corner and cry when obstacles approach us. I believe you have the ability to create your own path towards happiness precious. Enjoy the present, each moments. As it comes only for once, if you choose to let it go, it will be gone forever. I cant assure you that I will be able to solve your problems precious but I can ensure you that I will be there through it all. Through thicks and thins(:

At times I wonder with me stepping into your life, is it a fantasy or is it a nightmare? Did I bring you more of happiness or sadness? I never wish to land up in a situation whereby you are the only one giving in for this relationship. Love is all about two hearts interlink with one another and bringing smile to each other face. Did I succeed in doing it?? Tears keep rolling down my face when I know I have hurt you with all my actions and words. I am really sorry. I will try my best to compromise with you and for what I am suppose to do I will try my best to perfect it. Just give me time. I am sorry Eugene... I really do love you):

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

It had been a few days since I last updated my onsugar, sorry honey precious, by the time I reached home everyday it was already closed to midnight. And by the time I finished editing the photos, I had things to do. Sigh): Busy life. Hahahs.

Bukit Timah Plaza with Eugene and Angeline @ around 4ish on Thursday(: Afterwhich, we headed to king albert park mcdonale to mug(: Attlee came at around 7ish and we took the cab to henderson wave-.- Lingered there till about 10ish and they walked me home. Thanks love ^^

Last minute decision to meet Eugene, Angeline and Attlee @ around 7ish @ town. Sigh): Mood swing): Sorry love.... Nothing much to elaborate about): Sigh. I hate to be caught in that situation, it will be the last time, I promise): Home at around 10ish.

I am sorry E.L ): I love you.

Sincerely yours,

doreen(: