Internet connection had been flickering ever since afternoon. I had to switch on and off the modem countless times before it worked back to normal again. I wonder had it got something to do with my laptop. Was it a sign for me to change my laptop? But came to think about it, I changed my laptop like a year or two back. So its pretty impossible that the problems lies on it. I suspected it to be the connection. If the problem continue to persist even after I come back from Malaysia, I am so going to ring them up. This is definitely not the first time. Singtel Company need to do something about it. Annoying.

Anyway, enough of ranting. 
As a promise to Mommy, I stayed home and be a good girl today(: Bro didn't went for slingers training today thus we played mahjong. Luck on my side today ^^ I won, nearing 10bucks. Not much, but the fun was there. Mahjong had all along been a family bonding game for the family. I expected them to gamble like mad next week. CNY week, so can be excuse ^^ Hahahs. Ordered Pizza Hut Delivery - Mad expensive!!!! 
Bblove reached my place before 9 today. Awww, it was so nice to see him again after 1 day. You guys must be thinking I am crazy but oh please 1 day seems like forever to me): I can't imagine how am I going to survive that 5 days alone without his hugs&kisses. Sigh): As usual, we had supper with my family. And bblove left at around 1. I miss him already. Can't wait to see him again. As tomorrow he will be meeting his friends. Must share share ^^ I am not selfish. He need time with his gay partner also. Right right bblove?? I am understanding. LOLS

Can't wait to meet Lu Yi tomorrow at Vivo for dinner. We will be having our mini shopping spree AGAIN. Yes, seems like once in a week thing yea^^

And advance vday celebration with bblove on friday!!! CANT WAIT^^

REMIND TO SELF (AGAIN!!)  : BUY HOLGA FILM, MAKEUP BAG

5 more days to Valentine Day, 5 more days to CNY ^^ Mix feeling in me):
The bright side is I will be collecting red packets and moolahs will be flowing in. And I can use it to shop like mad with babylove and friends(: Not just that, I will be travelling to Malaysia and commemorate this special occasion with my closest. Like finally together as one after a few years ^^ 
And the down side is I will not be able to see bblove!!! I whine like a baby in front of mommy today and she end up comforting me.. So sweet yeah, I know I know. She claim that she will be fetching me to find Eugene after Reunion Dinner on Saturday for our 'last' meetup. So cuteeeee. Hahahs. The only thing is I am not allow to go his house. Urghhh. BUT I STILL LOVE MOMMY TTM ^^

Play Mahjong with the family today (: No win No lose, break even ^^ 
I didn't get to meet bblove today): Sighhhh. I miss him so much so dearly): Hopefully I get to see him tomorrow!! ♥
Remind to self : Get the film for my holga !!!

Sincerely yours,

doreen♥

After spending more than 100 bucks yesterday, I had to restrain myself from spending more money): Hurrrrrrrrr. Hate it when my wallet left less than 50 bucks, it seems like everything in the world caught my attention when I had got no money. FML.

I love my holga!!!

Ohhh, but grandmommy was nice she got me 2 high waisted skirt from Bugis. Mom and Grandmommy tolerated the humid place and shopped with me there. They didn't even complained at all, love them to the maxxxxx. We had lunch at Wang Jiao Hong Kong Cafe though. Awesome food served there.

Bb and I should dined there soon, heard it silly lim?(: After walking around Bugis Junction, we made our way to Suntec, the mundane shopping mall.

Should I tie my hair?!!

Raffles place after which. Oh well, nothing much there. Just got some stuff from Watson, non makeup related. Ohhhh, one tip guys, TRY REMOVING MAKEUP USING VASELINE WITH WIPES, IT WORKS!! Not just that not even a traced of waterproof mascara to be found. Yes, you heard it right, the 2 plus vaseline and 1.95 watsons wipes can removed makeup!!! Hahahs, try it. Okaye, sound like some cheapo, but hack it do works more than those cleansing oil please, sting my eyes to the maxxxx.

Or should I not??!

Stepdaddy came to fetch us for dinner at Soon Huat Bak Kut Teh. Vivo after dinner, wanted to get falsies for reunion dinner. But I predicted DAISO to have long queue. I didn't act smart okay, it happened every weekend!!! Hahahs. We had ice blended at coffee bean after walking around vivo. Home sweet home after which.

Eggyyyy from bb(: 3rd monthsary present♥ So cutee.....

And babylove met the family for supper and went home at around 1. Love cuddling bb and I pray hard for everything to flow well for us. Free from troubles and misunderstanding please. I want to spend more time with bb before going for holidays!!! I DON'T CARE. Hahahahs.

I admit I am a vain!! So please stop commenting, I just love camwhoring. If you hate seeing me that badly, than dont read my blog!!
I have a question for you guys, should I or should I not tie my hair?!!!!!!

I really do hope everything will be fine with lao2. I still remembering watching him play bball in the past. Not that I really know him but my heart still aches a little to see someone I know meeting this mishaps. CNY is coming. Hopefully he will discharge before this festive.
GOD, let him pull through this obstacle. He is still young and have a bright future ahead. He needs your blessing and emotional support during these critical period. Everyone in slingers needs him, his friends needs him, his girlfriend needs him and most importantly his family needs him. If fate decide to take him away, please do change it. Let this young man enjoy life. Everyone waiting for him to wake up. We are waiting for the good news. God bless him. Amen.

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

You guys must be wondering why was it so that 'today is a sinful day'. Read on and you will know(:

Got my paycheck today(: Hearts tutoring job to the maxxxxxx !!! Not just the pay that I liked but also receiving good comments from the parents. Ohgosh, I was mad happy when Jeremy told me that his teacher commented that his language had improved. And his parents praised me for doing a good job. Awesome(: Hahahs.

Met Venessa at Somerset 313 after tutoring Jeremy. Collected holga camera from priscilla.w (: Remind to self : Transfer her the money asap!! Okaye, I am loving it right now and I can't wait to go on a photograph shot with CousinMianMian when Im over at Malaysia! I had a holga while she had a diana. Awesome^^ Paragon to get presents for our boyfriends. Ding Tai Feng for dinner.

XiaoLongBao, Im lovin it ♥

Fried Rice @ Ding Tai Feng!! MUST TRY♥

Satisfied my craving, great! And bb jealous. Hahahs.Walked back to Somerset 313 after dinner. Bought spaghetti top from F21. After shopping at Somerset 313, we took the MRT to Plaza Singapura.

Tea **** for vday reservation(: Ohgosh, can't wait!!!! Ven agreed that the place had got awesome ambiance too. Hahahs. And we decided to rest our legs there. Ordered mini cakes and minty hot chocolate coffee. One word, ' AWESOME'. Can't wait to try other dishes next week. Hahahs.

And Ven can't helped repeating the same sentence @ tea ****, TAKE PICTURE TAKE PICTURE, SO CUTE!!!

Walked around the mall after which. We went up and down the escalator. Mad tiring. Each and every shop were filled with people. Long queue for both fitting room and cashier. Urgh. Bought stuffs from Daiso then home sweet home via cab.

Babe, it had been a long time since we last hanged out together. Not that we didn't but it had always been a big group. Hardly the both of us. And I am glad to say that everything turned out pretty awesome today. I am looking forward to shisha with our boyfriends on the 19th (: Love you restaurant partner.

I miss bb): So so much. Cant wait to see him either tomorrow or monday): URGH.

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

Finally get the chance to meet up with Lu Yi for shopping^^ Yes, she accompanied me to Bugis at around 12plus. We had our lunch at Wo Ai Tai Mei, I am loving the oyster mee sua and fried bbq chicken. Mad delicious. I dont mind going back there and eat it again. Love it. Advised Lu Yi on something in regards to her sister, hopefully it do helps(:

Oyster MeeSua, Fried TouFu, Fried BBQ chicken, Milktea = ♥

Look at Lu Yi enlightened face!! That's enough to tell I guess. A picture speak a thousand words ^^

Walked around Bugis Street after which. Bought a dress top from there. Oh sweet, look gorgeous I think. And a wallet, pretty pretty... Crossed over the street to bencoolen ta zhiang. Brought eyeliner pencil then back to Bugis Junction. Walked around the mall and bought a pretty nude lipstick from SaSa.

Boarded the bus to Chinatown after which. Please don't ever looked down on that place. Filled with pretty items just that we need to search. Yes, people park complex do sell teenagers clothings and all. I bought a pretty vintage ring from there. And I can't wait to get back there with Lu Yi after CNY. Hahahs.

We had our desert at Chinatown Point Ji De Chi after touring around. Boarded the train to Vivo City. Walked around and bought hair accessories from montip. Back to Crescent and met up with mom & grandmommy. Took the cab to Margaret drive for claypot rice. Love it.

Mom bought shanghai food and popiah for Baby upon knowing he will be coming. Wtf right. Baby getting all the good treatments from Mommy now. I want to go on strike. Unfair!!! After dinner, boarded the bus back home. Laze around and Bb came. Met Yi Wen and Elvin at Prata shop for supper. Home at around 12plus and Baby stayed till 2. Love spending time with Bb to the max ^^

Stupid girl, I can't wait to hang out with you to celebrate advance Vday together. Okaye, sound les. But thats our tradition for the past few years remember? Who say Vday is all about celebrating it with your loves ones, right? Anyway, feel free to consult me when you face problems with that kid ah ( your sis). Shopping spree again soon, and STOP buying more lip gloss !!!! My webcam pictures folder been fill with your camwhore pictures, hahahs, stupid girl ^^ Revenge is it? LOLS.

I receive good comments when I tie my hair be it in STC last time or now. So maybe I should pick up the habit to tie my hair whenever I go out since the weather is killer lately. Ohhhh, and I am going to spent a bomb on hair accessories if I do pick up this habit. Sigh):

He must be blaming himself for causing this accident. Everyone of us understand the fact that accident prone to happen during sports. My heart ache to see him this way. Taking all the fault to himself. And repeating the same old sentence over and over again, ' i feel bad'. Sigh): I know how much it hurts to see a friend lying on the hospital bed unconscious. Having absolutely no idea when he will be awake. But I believe his friend, L, have strongwill. Judging from the frequent meet up with them in the past. In few days time or in fact few hours time, I will hear brother bringing the good news that ' things fine between L now'. Friday is curse, I swear): Things will be better tomorrow. God Bless *finger crossed*

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

Insecurity caused mind to run wild. I am worried. I am scared. I had absolutely no idea why the evils were haunting me right now? It had driven me to a corner. I felt breathless. Actions and Words of his proved that he truly loves me with his heart. But I just can't helped doubting it. I am not doubting his love but doubting that everything were too good to be true. If I ever hand this relationship over to someone else, I had got no one to blame. As I am the one who caused it to happen. I just love him so much till the extend when I lost sight of him I can't helped feeling insecure. I am used to his presence; his everything. One week away from Singapore, hopefully things will still stay the same when I come back. I need to overcome the fear that was caused by that someone in the past. Urgh):

Yea, enough of all the emo shits stuff. My day been spent wisely with the company of bb.
Tutor Jeremy till about 4.30pm and made my way to Cathay. Bb picked me up from the bus stop and we walked to cathay together ^^ Yes, my boyfriend such a sweetie ass. I know I know. Hahahs. Bought movie tickets for I hate Valentine day.

Bb licking the cream. So cute. Okaye, sounds wrong !!!

After which, we had our late lunch/early dinner at Astons. Bb had bbq chicken while I had grilled pepper fish. Loved it. Made our way to Plaza Singapura after which. We had already decided on the place to celebrate valentine day. Awesome ambiance. Shhhh, I am NOT saying where exactly the restaurant were at. In case, someone decided to be a copycat. Hahahs. Back to cathay after touring around Plaza Singapura.

A gorgeous dress caught my attention at the cathay pushcart. Loving it please. And now I regretted now getting it. Silly me, I should have get it the moment bb persuaded me to. Sigh): Now I regretted, too late): Okaye, anyway we caught our movie at around 7.15pm. i HATE Valentine day - Awesome storyline, damn romantic, 5 dates and ended up lifetime partner, SWEET !!! ^^

After the movie, bb and I walked to plaza singapura and last minute decision on TCC for drinks and cakes. Lychee Jazz with Chocolate cake, perfect combination. Bb agreed ^^ Home sweet home at around 10^^

Sincerely yours,

doreen(:

I came into a realization that doesn't mean the among of effort you put into cultivate one's upbringing he/she will appreciate it. You can spent hours and hours helping the person yet in the end results will still turned out to be the same. A slap on my face for being so busybody in the past. Like what I told baby, I am washing my hands off their matters. Anything to do with them from today onwards, I wouldn't wish or want to know. Waste my time. Yeah, I am sick and tired of everything especially them. They had drove me till the extend whereby mentioning their name gross me out. Yes, that bad !! And I really hope someone learnt his lesson too. Yupps.

Okaye, anyway postpone Jeremy tuition to tomorrow. I am exhausted and lazy. Spent my day at home, drama marathon ^^ Completed my cantonese drama, 2 episodes of Wo Ai Hei She Bang Bang Tang and first episode of Down with Love♥ Baby came my place at around 9 plus. Laze around. And had our supper that Mom bought at around 11plus. Baby left at around 1. Ohhhh, and we successfully completed our mission today. Baby must be thrilled^^ LOLS.

My weekend pack with activities.
Saturday - Payday + Meeting up with Ven for shopping @ town in the evening
Sunday - Sentosa with the girlies + baby ♥ Mad Awesome, can't wait ...

Sincerely yours,

doreen ^^

Once again, Happy 3rd Monthsary BabyEugene^^
I had scheduled the time and date of this post to before midnight. When in the actual fact, the time now is 1.28a.m. Onsugar advanced options been pretty awesome and easy to use. Love it ^^ I love this day so much♥

Before elaborating on how I spent my day today, I had to proudly announce that I pass my entrance test to MDIS. Like duh uh^^ Can't wait for school to start school on March♥

Ohhh, and I woke up at 8a.m. today despite sleeping at 3.30a.m yesterday. All thanks to Grandmommy xray being scheduled to early morning, 9.00a.m ): Oh well, despite the fact that I am not willing to wake up for it I had got no choice. I had to accompany her in case she faint after the jab. Waited for a good 2-3 hours with the company of baby (not literally) and channel HBO. I was left alone in the waiting room and thus I ..... Camwhore. Like always, I was dead bored please, so please excuse me. Hahahs.

The whole entire procedure ended at around 11plus, accompany grandmommy to the atm withdraw money than boarded the cab to Vivo City. Met Mommy at Thai Express for lunch. As usual, Tom Yam Seafood Stick Noodle♥. Brought tickets from GV after lunch for Hachiko. Booked the table for 2 at Shabuya as in the late afternoon Eugene and I will be celebrating our monthsary. Left the mall at around 12 plus and boarded the cab back home.

Removed makeup, bathe, rest for awhile and started preparing at close to 3. Didn't know baby will reached my place on time and ended up having to let him wait for me. Sorry love. Boarded the cab to Vivo City after which. Brought disney princess polaroid film from Fujifilm shop than to posb as baby need to withdraw money.

Rushed for our movie Hachiko. Closed to 2 hours show and I teared): True life story please. Hachiko statue was based outside Shibuya Station now. Hachiko devotion and love towards his owner was something to be look upon on uhs. Sound silly but that's the truth. Read on the description at GV website OR catch the movie itself. Mad touching^^

After the movie, Bb and I rushed for dinner at shabuya as we were both hungry. Gluttony much, like always. Bb and I ordered ala carte food with shabu shabu soup base and sukiyaki. Delicious ^^ Love it ttm. After dinner, bb and I headed to sky garden. Seat around, chit chatted, camwhored using both polaroid camera and phone. And left the place around 9plus.

I am glad baby had learnt to share with me his feelings, problems and I learnt more about his social circle. Great. Wanted to take a cab home BUT the queue was mad long thus we took a bus instead. Save money. Hahahs. Reached home at closing 10pm. Laze around and headed down for supper with Mommy kin and Grandmommy. I swear Mommy kin dotes on Bb alot, she always forced him to eat. WTF. Bb went up my place till about 1. Time flies): Can't wait to meet Bb again ^^

The best memories are the one I can't explain, you just had to be there to share it with me. It's those days where we sit around stoning at each other, teasing each other, irritating each other and looking at each other yet knowing what go through each other's head. It's those stupid quarrel we had with no valid reason to attract each other attention despite it being almost fully place on self. It's those silly pictures we take and retarded jokes that we crapped. That make you and I the special one. Not special in strangers eyes, but definitely us. I love you truly madly deeply silly dumb dumb ^^

Sincerely yours,

doreen^^

P.S, time situated to our anniversary date ^^

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Happy 3rd Month Anniversary BabyLove♥

You have been nevertheless the most awesome boyfriend ever. Ever since the day we decide to embark on this journey of love together its no longer you or me but us. Despite having a bad temper, you tolerate my nonsense; my attitude; my temper. I have to admit we do argue from times to times. We are not of the most perfect couple compare to the others but to you or me we are already perfect for each other. Am I right to say that?

Throughout this a month, we manage to gain trust and acceptance from both parties parents. Never thought Mommy kin would accept you as my boyfriend and even went on to the extend doting you like his own son. She never fail to ask whether will you be meeting me at the night. Just like today(before 12am), she ask whether you will be meeting me so that she could get takeaway from you. They even reprimand me for allowing you to get expensive presents be it for monthsary or days with no special occasion. Sigh): I guess they loves you more than they loves me now. I am jealous Eugene Lim. Did you like cast a spell on them or something? Hahahs.

Well, I shall not spam this space with more of my love declaration. Later people jealous. You should know who I am talking about yeah. Can't wait to hang out with you tomorrow to celebrate our anniversary *muacks*. I love you ttm stupid dumbdumb baby ^^

Forever yours,
doreen♥

12 hours of sleep, contented ^^

Ever since holiday started, I had been leading a unhealthy lifestyle. My body clock been screwed up to the max and it had been a long time since I last woke up with the morning sun shining. Sigh): Sound retarded. Sound silly. But thats the truth. I should stopped crapping and blogged about the day♥

Traveled to the east area today with the family, Tampines. 
We had lunch at Tampines 1, Kim Gary Restaurant. Delicious foods served there♥  After which, we walked around the mall. Bought beautyshe blusher palette from TaZhiang at Tampines Interchange. Once again, mad awesome pigmentation. Walked over to Tampines Mall. Bought Lingerie from Isetan. Tampines Giant after which. Didn't managed to get anything. Blamed it on the long queue. Sigh): Loyang Da Bo Gong temple after which. I didn't pray only Mom, Stepdaddy and Grandmommy. After praying, Henderson Market for dinner ^^ Simple yet fruitful day spent with the family. Love it♥

Sincerely yours,

doreen^^